today has been okay. i was called back for a second interview from those crazy people at the gynocology office a few days ago and today i went in at noon. i talked with colleen again and she told me the person they had hired instead of me is working out fine but i guess they were looking for more people? she said she really liked me and "felt a pull" towards me but it was just that dr. decosimo wanted someone with experience. she said she was going to talk to her either today or monday and hopefully have me working in like two weeks. she said to definately expect a call back from her and that she wants me to know she is seriously considering hiring me.
wow so like i should be happy? blahhh. i don't know what to think. i want to be happy, but i don't really understand what shes trying to do here. who doesn't like me? dr. decosimo? why would she even tell me about the position then? Blah is all i need to say on that matter.

damnit.
i'm considering going right back to bed. all of a sudden around 8pm i felt really like.. sedated and tired and just sooo out of it so i took a nap and woke up around 11pm. well casey and friends were going out tonight but i was told they'd be back around now so i figured i could head on over since it would be nice to be around people right now but i messaged her and she isn't responding. if it gets to be like 1230 then i guess i'll forget about it. sob. haha

i can't wait till this trip to mexico. unfortunately the resort we were looking at only wants 21 and over people there, which really sucks because we went to a travel agency and she even told us that a lot of places have that age limit and that would narrow down our search but then she gave us that as an option. amanda looked it up today and saw that age restriction. so i don't get that part. but lets get back to the good part - i will be legally able to drink. Finally. Finally finally finally!! speaking of being drunk, my sis just called. i love it and i hate it , being around drunk people that is. they're so full of love and always cheering you to catch up to them..as if thats possible.. :) but then there are times like when i was at my sisters place and i accidently scratched myself, yeah i was buzzing, but i said ouch i scratched myself. my sister, drunk, says "maybe it was me" or "maybe it was my zipper" something fucking retarded that would normally make me laugh but i was like no casey it was me. it was my nail. and she just kept listing off different things it could have been. hahaha god. i'm gonna go get drunk.